always at home

I started Irish lessons yesterday. I've been trying for the last three years, but every time I've had a job that finished later than the class started. I was worried I'd be totally lost, but 8 years of learning german(which I can't speak) paid of. I understood the form of learning the language. How the sentence structure is different etc. I'm really looking forward to next week.

What this means of course is that I'm now one step closer to going overseas.

"You won't run away to join a traveling law-school in the middle of the night?"

This kind of quote is why I love the Supernatural fandom. You can say the craziest things and they usually make sense in context.

Gods, my head is so convoluted I'm surprised I can get thru days.

( About my year )

I actually have an interesting problem of a deity nature. I was introduced to a masculine energy while investigating what energies I'd like to invite into my life. However his energy doesn't match any name I'm familiar with.

So does this mean I shouldn't direct a name to him until I find one that I'm sure is him, or should I just name him according to me? I'll probly continue working with him and his name will be revealed or not, up to him.

I was going to make this journal a compilation of all of my previous ones, but I think what's best is to start a fresh. Make this for the me that I am now instead of the who I was.

So my life at the moment....

I am part of an awesome book group. We meet up once a month and discuss spiritually enlightening books. The latest one was "The Journey Home". It was really interesting and the concepts in it really opened up my crown chakra. I was buzzing for a while after I stopped reading.

It also led to some interesting ideas/brainwaves about how I lead my life. How I really really dislike change and how previously I've set down root and not moved until my entire life has to upend itself to get me moving again ie. the tower card kept appearing in my tarot readings earlier this year. So what I need to realise about my life is I'm not drowning I'm flying.

Note to self: look into eagles. As a scorpio the eagle is supposed to be the energy to claim???

Anyone reading this go to: Dancing Down the Moon by Dianne Sylvan. Her book "The Circle Within" turned around a lot of my thinking at the perfect time in my life.

Well look at that. Looks like I had something to say afterall.

Gods, I really really really miss my internet.

I love my new flat, but how I wish for the phone company to hurry up and fix this bloody problem.